another nightmare hit me. i almost got into a very bad man, and jedi doesn't know about it. i work it out by myself, which it came out totally wrong. i lost my self secure afterwards, because i didn't know what i really want. jedi was there, but because i didn't ask for his -i dont know what it's called- thing, i got into a big trouble with this bad man.

now this morning, i dont know what to think but to pray, ask My Lover up there to fix this broken feeling. it's wierd, but it's creeping into me, and i cant stop it by myself. i need HIm now more than ever. I'm shaking inside, but no one can tell ...

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